Rescued by God. Episode 12

I couldn’t describe the feeling of his middle finger inside me – Thrusting and feeling – and at intervals, moving completely out to stroke my clit.

I felt totally out of control, I couldn’t understand what was happening, my whole body was quivering, I felt like I was erupting and all of a sudden everything stopped.

“Wow! What just happened? I managed to say.
“You had an orgasm.
You know what that is right?”
“Oh! Wow! So that’s how if feels to have an orgasm?
My friend’s use to talk about it.”
“He he! Yea! That’s it” he said.
“Ray, I love you” I said shyly
Smiling, he kissed me.

And it began again – touching, teasing, caressing and all.

This time though, as he was stroking my inside with his hands, he asked if he could continue.
•I think I said yes.•

He kissed me. From my lips down to my breasts, to my stomach and then my pubic Hair.
“Oh! Shoot! What is he about to do?” I wondered.
He went back up and came back down again, this time, as he got to my hair, he looked up at me, smiled, parted my legs and placed his mouth on my clit.

He kissed and sucked my vagina, stroking my clit with his tongue.
I was in Heaven, I swear! It felt too Good.
He kept at it for a while, I was out of control and just as I felt myself vibrating again, he withdrew and left the bed.

Came back with no clothes on. I became tensed immediately, His body was gorgeous but my mind was more on what was about to happen.
My mind kept telling me to stop, I knew I shouldn’t be doing this. Everything my Family told me as child came running back to my mind. The risk involved was too much.
“Stand up!” My mind said

But my body had a will of it’s on.
It kept aching and responding to every touch (even as my mind raced in panic).
“Oh mehn! Big trouble” I thought.

Ray sensed my despair and said, “Sweets! Relax ok! It’s Ray and I love you!”
“I love you and I’m trying to relax.
But… I’m scared” I whispered with a sigh.
“Oh baby” he said as he cuddled me
“Don’t be, I’d be careful and I won’t hurt you. Please Trust me.
… But, if you don’t want me to, I can manage” he continued

He looked sad as he said those last words.

The thought of Hurting Ray or him being sad because of me tore me apart.
“It’s okay love. I trust you” I said finally.

He kissed me, slow, sweet, taking his time to savour the taste of my mouth.
He touched my breasts, Sucked and teased my nipples.
Then, He touched me down there until I felt myself erupting again.

Next thing I knew his hot, hard member was in his hold caressing me down there, spreading my juices over the entrance and at the tip of this Penis.
Gently, carefully, he used his member to spread my wet lips as he pushed it forward, inside me.

The pain was excruciating, I wanted him out immediately but before the protest could leave my lips, he kissed me.
Kissed and touched me all over, with his penis still inside me (He wasn’t moving).

After awhile, I started aching, trying to get closer to him. As if he was waiting for me to, he started thrusting in and out (but not completely out). He was gentle.

Then I started making some strange noise.
At first it was barely audible mewing sounds but soon I was moaning louder, Ray increased the tempo of this thrust,taking his cock outer this time, pushing his cock deeper inside me.
He reached under me and stroked me in time with his movements against me.
Suddenly i was shouting out in ecstasy as I came.

“Oh God! Oh my! Yes, Yeeeaaa! Oh my Gooooooo…”

I screamed, My body shaking and my vagina clamped around his penis. Almost immediately, I felt his body vibrate inside of me.

Like a sleeping volcano, he erupted and released hot serum into me.
I was spent, exhausted, wired, hot. I felt great. Wow! The pleasure was nice (after that first jolt of pain though).
He got up, went to the bathroom, got tissue and cleaned us up.
After which, we slept off (nude) in each others arms.


Rescued By God. Episode 11

In my dream, I felt a strong masculine hand on my breast. The hand was moving gently over the curve of my bosom, stopping at intervals to stroke and tease my nipples and then it moved gently down my stomach and back to my breast. It was all so pleasurable.

The breathe of the person was all over my neck and ears, his tongue was making circles across my neckline.

Even in my dream, I heard myself moan and it felt so real.

It was when Ray turned me to face him, taking my mouth in his, that I realised I wasn’t dreaming.

I instantly began to kiss him back and he unbuttoned my blouse.

He kissed me on the mouth, drew out his tongue and took it down to the space between my breasts and then to my navel and back to rest on my breast.
He suckled and teased my breast, everytime replacing his mouth with his hand when he moved to the other one. It was so nice.

His hands were freely roaming my body, learning every curve. Stroking and massaging every part possible.

He lifted me lightly, making me lay on top him – Then, I really felt his hardness.
The region between my legs were aching uncontrollably, I was lost as he raised me higher to suck my breast, cupping and massaging my buttocks.

He took me back to my formal position -laying beside him – completely removing my blouse in the process.

As he kissed me one more time, his hands roamed lower, raised my skirt and slightly touched that place in between my thighs.

I gasped and almost flew out of the bed.

“Relax dear, It’s Ray. Trust me”

His words made me relax a little.
“It’s Ray, it’s Ray” I kept telling myself

He kissed me long and hard, his hands never stopped stroking every corner of my body.

I was breathing hard (and so was he).

He gently stroked in-between my thighs while sucking on my boobs, then, he shifted my panties and touched my Clit.

“Oh my God!” I said out loud.

He kept stroking my clit and the whole region there. Then in one swift motion, He rose slightly and removed my panties completely.

I felt myself, all wet and achy.

His fingers entered me while he kissed me.
“Ray!” I panicked
“Relax, I love you” he said.

Hearing those words completely relaxed me and then I decided I’d trust and allow me do whatever.


Rescued by God. Episode 3

I didn’t even call jason to say I was home. I was So mad at him. He called me, I didn’t pick. He kept calling and calling and I still didn’t pick. I just didn’t want to talk to him, In fact, it was over between us. I sent him a text a week after the incident to tell him that.
He was heart broken (so I heard from my friend Deb) and couldn’t concentrate on anything but I didn’t care. He messed up! Deb asked what happened, after awhile, I finally opened up to her and told her the whole story.
“… He had promised we weren’t going to have sex until marriage, he said he could do without sex. Oh he lied!” I cried.
And then, to my utter dismay, Deb started laughing. (“Why do people always laugh at me when I’m saying something very serious and important” I wondered angrily).
“You are laughing because?” I asked her
” Because you are stupid” she said
” Jason told me the whole thing before you did, I only allowed you talk because like Him I wasn’t sure what the problem was. Now, I have heard you, I can only laugh at how naïve and stupid you are”
Without allowing me reply, she continued
“He doesn’t want sex from you. He wasn’t going to sleep with you that day, He only wanted to Make out with you” she said in laughter.

Oh yea! I was confused. What the hell is Make out?
Stammering I said “i i i i ddddnt uun uun underderstand, what is Make out?”
As you must have guessed, Deb replied me first with another round of intense laughter, this time though, I couldn’t get angry, I only felt more stupid. Almost in tears, I pleaded with her to stop laughing and explain.
She then told me that making out is like foreplay but it doesn’t always have to lead to intercourse if both parties involved do not want it to.
Oh mehn! I had messed up.
I quickly picked my phone to call Jason and apologise but he didn’t pick.
I called him for three days straight, like 50 times a day, I sent text messages and got no reply or answer to calls.
The fourth day, we met at rehearsal and he gave me the most astounding Cold shoulder anyone can ever give someone. I bet other choir members noticed it too. I was hurt and pissed but I had to be calm as it turned out I was wrong after all.
After rehearsal, I tried talking to him but he ignored me. Eventually he stopped and said
“Sweets, I got your text messages and saw ur calls. I have forgiven you”
I was elated
Then he continued “But, let’s just be friends. I thought you trusted me and believed in me enough to know that I’d never go back on my words. You hurt me big time. If you had told me you knew absolutely nothing about intimacy and relationships, if you had told me you didn’t want kissing and making out as well as sex, I’d have known what to do. Now you just made me a fool. No p ok! It isn’t your fault, you are naïve and all but I’m sorry, I can’t date you anymore. Your naivety is too much for me to handle. So let’s just go back to being MD and AMD like before. Bye”
And he walked out.
Wow! I felt my whole world crush, I cried and cried and cried without caring who was watching. I got home and kept crying. Told Deb what happened, and she tried consoling me. It didn’t work.
I still tried to reason with Jason but when I saw it wasn’t working I gave up and went home.

I stayed at home for a week, my Parents’ were wondering what I was doing at home, 2weeks to my final exams. I just said I came to rest.
After that week, I felt better. Went back to school brand-new. Prepared for exams, wrote my exams. In church, I laughed and talked to Jason like we never dated.
I just pretended like nothing happened, Like my First relationship didn’t crash because I was naïve. Yea! I put up a brave front and continued with life.
I made sure though, that this experience didn’t dent my new found approachable nature.
But I knew I wasn’t going to date for a while.


Rescued By God. Episode 2

I got back to school and changed.
Not bad change, I just became more free, more open and more approachable. I started listening to my friends talk about relationship more than I used to, though I always shied away when sex came up cause I didn’t want to take chances. I became less rude and blunt when dealing with males (this was a surprise to everyone) and in no time, I had lots of males friends.
Wow! Guy’s are Fun I most say, little wonder why my friends always have guy’s around them.

Immediately I became more receptive, I started noticing how cute my MD in church was. I could say Jason was my only male Friend before my change, and that’s because I am his assistant Music Director, As such we had to talk, meet and discuss music and the growth of our choir and then academics.
With my change, we drew closer and he asked me out.

I agreed to date him. “Yes!, I have a boyfriend. He’s tall, dark, smart, caring, he sings, he loves God (means no intimacy yea?)” I felt good.
We started dating and it was nice. Jason was a real gentleman, he thought me lots of things, we had Fun together. I really liked him.

One day, (about six weeks after I agreed to date him) we went to his room after rehearsal (as we do at times). On Getting there, He went into the bathroom to freshen up while I put on the TV and DVD to continue a Film I didn’t finish last time I was there. He finished bathing and then joined me in watching the movie. The movie eventually finished and we got talking, I was trying to explain something to him when he kissed me (that was my first kiss ever!).
I wasn’t sure what to do, so I just remained Still,waiting for him to finish up, but he didn’t stop. It was getting more intense, I was already tasting his tongue, my hands were now around his neck and I began to feel weak in my legs as his hands were roaming my back. “This is how sex starts in movies” I thought to myself. I was scared,began willing myself to break away and was having difficulty succeeding until his hands touched my breasts. I found myself screaming and running for the door.
Jason was shocked, embarrassed, annoyed, but mostly shocked. He stopped me in my tracks and I shouted at him to get back and not come close.
“Did I do something wrong?” He asked
“Just open the door and let me out” I whispered in highly shaking voice
“But baby, I can’t let you go out like this, you look like you just escaped death. And I’m not sure if I did something to hurt you”
“If I did,I’m sorry but please don’t go like this” jason cried
“I’m fine, just let me Go”
Resigned, He opened the door. Before he could say J-A-C-K I had started for the street, got there and found a bike immediately.


Rescued By God. Episode 1

As a child, everyone around who was older always found it interesting to give me sex education. They all told me how I shouldn’t do it because it’s a Sin and because “If I try it, I will get pregnant •Immediately•”.
Well, I was pretty young when I started hearing these talks, and as I grew, it stuck and even amplified as anytime It seems I’m getting over those things I’ve been told or when I was becoming more open minded to the subject, something or someone ministered to my Family and made them Talk more about it (in it’s scariest nature) to me at that point.

These talks, I most say Got me really scared and traumatised, I didn’t even want to be friends with guys, ‘So my hormones won’t get out of control, making fall victim of pre-marital sex and then get Pregnant’.
One thing, that kept bothering though, over the years especially in my 3rd year in the university was how I’d find a husband after graduation.
See, at that time all my friends (well, majority) were in a relationship or two and few were already talking about getting married to the persons they were dating and yes! They were having sex. So I was wondering how they were dealing with the Pregnancy issue everytime they sexed. Until I gathered enough guts and asked one of them, who said, they were precautions -condoms, contraceptives and if u end up pregnant, you abort. I swear, this made it worse, knowing now that there is no 100% precautionary method expect abstinence, which means I shouldn’t date, as all guys like sex yea? Well, so I thought.
But, by the time I was in my 1st semester 400L I had reached my peak and I knew that immediately after school, I’d start thinking marriage as was the tradition in my family. But how then do I find a husband if I don’t date? (Don’t forget, Dating was synonymous to Sex for me).

During 1st semester break, I went home briefly (to collect money for my project) and then, I and my older sister got talking and I asked her about dating.
She laughed uncontrollably for minutes and I was exceptionally embarrassed, I was about walking out when she finally stopped laughing and started talking.
She told me, that dating really didn’t mean sex, that you could date someone without having sex and that having sex doesn’t mean you’d get pregnant and that those methods my friend’s told me about, though they weren’t 100% sure, actually do work and helps prevent STD’s and un-wanted Pregnancy.
*whew!* It felt good to finally have clarity. “Now, I will be more open and approachable. It’s time to date” I thought to myself.