Heart Broken| when the one you love, Loves another

There’s this boy I’m in love with.
He is not my kind of guy.
He aint cute enough, rich enough, doesn’t dress properly but he speaks well, is smart, romantic, uhm He is just there but I’m crazily in love with him only he just loves me (hope you get the difference).

I’m d kind of girl, guys like him admire from afar cause they know they ‘no reach’ yet this ‘lucky dude’ treats me like dirty.

I can’t exactly remember how we became close friends but I remember waking one day and he was the first thing on my mind, throughtout that day and every other day after he became the major thingy.

I have fun with this dude, I find happiness with him (well, when he aint talking about the other girl).
He is the one person I can’t stay angry at – like, he’d say something nasty, he’d hurt me yet I’d love him still and more sef. Uhm, if there’s anyone I’d do anything for without a second thought, It’s Him.

We did make out once, and it was the bestest – like I could allow him do what so ever he wants and still adore him the second later.
I run the risk of losing my friends for him but still I don’t mind (at times sha o).
I practically worship the ground he walks on yet he hardly remembers the intensity of my feelings for him.

My friends tell me he aint worth it, that I’m too good for him and that he aint worth me. I know the other girl loves him too to bits more they aint good together.
Even with all the hurt, I’m always willing to comfort him when there’s an ish between both of them.
I pray one day, he’d love him as much or I’d find someone else.

(I feel like taylor swift in her ‘You Belong to Me’)

•••You’re on the phone with your girlfriend, she’s upset
She’s going off about something that you said
‘Cause she doesn’t get your humor like I do
I’m in the room, it’s a typical Tuesday night
I’m listening to the kind of music she doesn’t like
And she’ll never know your story like I do
But she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts
She’s Cheer Captain and I’m on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you’re looking for has been here the whole time
If you could see that I’m the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can’t you see?
You, you belong with me, you belong with me
Walking the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can’t help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey, isn’t this easy?
And you’ve got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven’t seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you’re fine, I know you better than that
Hey, what ya doing with a girl like that?
She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She’s Cheer Captain and I’m on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you’re looking for has been here the whole time
If you could see that I’m the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can’t you see?
You belong with me
Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me
Oh, I remember you driving to my house in the middle of
the night
I’m the one who makes you laugh when you know you’re
’bout to cry
And I know your favorite songs and you tell me ’bout your
dreams
Think I know where you belong, think I know it’s with me
Can’t you see that I’m the one who understands you?
Been here all along, so why can’t you see?
You belong with me
Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time, how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me
You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me?
You belong with me•••

If wishes were horses.!
What do I do now?
Keep loving and be his friend or waka?

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